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詩と翻訳の本
詩と翻訳の本
アンビバレンス
私の内なる世界と外なる世界が衝突する
爆発の霧の中でファンタジーが生まれる
もはや区別がつかない
生命は私の空想を形成する
夢の中でのみ、私は生きていると感じる。
私の相反する感情は漠然としていて、想像もできないものだとわかっています
まだ、
私はそれで生きていける
なぜ誰も試さないのでしょうか?
不条理な物語
完全な物語、AからZまで
物語の要素はすべて存在する
ああ、
運命の奇妙なねじれ、不慮の始まり
間違った場所に間違った時間
曖昧なプロット、
心の状態で形成された現実の融合
物語の登場人物は影に過ぎない
空虚な言葉
架空の出来事
それは一種の幻想だ
ワイヤードな夢が実現した場合にのみ信じられます。
羊たちの賛歌
バ、バ、バ、バ
私たちはおとなしく優しい生き物です
決して人を傷つけない
平和と調和
緑の牧草地、春の天気
私たちが愛するものはすべて
これが私たちの本質です。
私たちの心の平穏さのおかげで
ラム肉は食欲をそそり、美味しいです
この事実は誰もが知っている
以前も私たちを味わったことがあります。
私たちはとてもクールでリラックスしているので
命が危険にさらされているときでも
守備では蹴ったり突いたりはしない
喧嘩もせず、うなり声も出さない
これらの特徴が理由です
私たちの柔らかい肉体の裏側。
屠殺場に連れて行かれるとき
群れの視線の下で落ち着いて従順
私たちはナイフを手にした死刑執行人に従う
私たちは暴力を憎みます
私たちの敵はこの特性を賞賛します。
凶暴なオオカミが群れを襲ったとき
目の前で我が子を引き裂く
私たちの愛の砕けた体から
彼の牙に刺さって、
血が滴り落ちるとき
私たちは反応せず、暴力を拒否します
平穏は私たちの根底に深く根付いています
オオカミはこの真実を知っている
私たちの価値観を高く尊重します。
我々の一人が戦うために叫ぶとき
1つを充電する
誰が彼の血を流すのか、
私たちは沈黙して、軽蔑の目で見守る
彼は私たちの仲間ではないはずだと考え
彼はどんな動物なのだろうか？
そして私たちはいつもやってきたことをやる
バ、バ、バ、バ。
公理
生まれなかったら私は決して死ななかったでしょう！
明るい日光
空は明るくて輝いている
雲に染まらない永遠の青
嵐は平穏を待ち伏せするために隠れているのではない
熱を鎮める雨は降らない
冬はまだ来ていない
曇った窓に凍りついたため息を描く
今日は宇宙は陰謀を企てていない
風の壮大な航海
ファンタジーはどのように実現するのか
しかし、こんな日に、
風が吹くのを見るのはとても悲しい
ダンデライオンの願いは打ち砕かれました。
車をバックさせる
彼は目覚めているのか
繰り返し見る夢の中で迷っていませんか？
空想にふけりながらスピードを出す車
高速で逆噴射に移行する
深淵への恐ろしい旅。
彼は目覚めて気づいた
暴走車は左と右に誓う
夢と同じ道を歩む
沈黙する無力な運転手
彼の運命が明らかになるのを見守る。
変えることはできない
絶望的な夢の不吉な現実
彼はただ怯えた目撃者だ
恐ろしい衝突を目撃する運命
目覚める前か目覚めた後か。
冷たい雨
霧の下を散歩したんじゃないの？
学校に行く途中、びしょ濡れじゃなかったっけ？
宿題が台無しになってしまったんじゃないの？
若い手のひらに感じる罰の痛み
Didn’t rain give me a cold, runny nose, and a rasping cough?
Horrible taste of syrup, didn’t I down with frown?
Wasn’t my first kiss under a broken umbrella?
Sweet steam, flavor of rain, between our lips.
If it wasn’t rain,
Where does the misty recollection come from?
Why does it flow in my poem,
Shower my thoughts?
Why do I think of rain when I’m blue?
Why does it complement my delight?
When my aunt died, did rain wash my tears,
Or did my tears make it fall?
If rain has no feelings, where does the sympathy come from?
Now, once again, this capricious rain pouring down
Knocking on my lonely door,
Splash on the walls of sorrow
Seeping through the window cracks
Drip on the vintage photos
Through the foggy glass, I feel the pain of
The frozen beads on nude branches.
Autumn has taken over; leaves have fallen
A long, cold season’s on the way
Rain knows it well. Maybe I should, too.
Darkness
When darkness creeps inside me
I watch it with despair
When it fills my soul
I touch it with tender
And when it lurks in solitude
I keep it company
Maybe it has something to say
Maybe I need to listen
Maybe I must learn.
Death and I
Life is perhaps
A hollow tomorrow of today
As today is for the day prior
Death is a decaying reminiscence
The lasting impression on life.
“Live as if you’ll die tomorrow.”
This advice I took to heart all along
Lived in the moment, precariously
Erratic in deed, whimsical thoughts
As capricious as I was
Every single day, I wondered
Which tomorrow I would die?
Years passed, and as I grew older
Oh God! I thought,
The golden years have arrived.
The conditional clause “If” in the phrase
“Live as if you’ll die tomorrow.”
Was on the verge of redaction
From the last chapter of life
Losing relevance to the text it once revived.
Divine retribution, final revenge
The fangs of death
Haunted I was by a rasping thought
The mere fact that soon I would not be alive.
The horror of oblivion, dread of nothingness
Morphed into an eerie allure,
A peculiar temptation to explore death, my nemesis.
The ominous bird of my mind
Soared in the depth of reverie
Touched the void, forbidden to see
I wrote the abyss, mocked its dark shadow
Praised its mystery, scorned the malice
The yearning of intuition was a magical path I followed.
One night, as I plunged into a trance,
Death appeared to me.
Now, it was everywhere to keep me company.
I shared with death many anecdotes
It revealed to me so many more.
Tales of the other side, grim and horrific yet,
Fascinating to hear, and it was.
Oh! Death knows a lot
It has seen it all.
Death is resourceful, crafty, and shrewd
At times, it is so merciless, too.
But in all fairness, it wasn’t as awful as I thought.
It does have a sense of humor
That I don’t care for at all
Once it said, and I quote
“Life is perhaps, death’s definitely not.”
The wisdom of the axiom I praised,
The death’s tone and the smirk turned me off.
Death has its quirks and a softer side one needs to realize
As ironic as it sounds, death appreciates art
Since it knows well, by creation, mortals will never die.
Based on our shared instinct for survival
Death and I reached a pact, an agreement
Oh! A sordid affair, a tacit accord it was.
I don’t vilify death in my poetry and prose
In any way, shape, or form
No cheap innuendo, cliché, symbolism,
No excessive whining in alamode noir.
No dark canvas in my art
Gloomy birds in the sky
I pledged to show more respect
To destiny, to death, that’s coming about
The bottom line is that I play along.
And in return
Death would let me survive,
So long as I create art.
The contract was binding on one principle alone
To live forever through art or to simply die!
We also agreed, and it’s as follows:
The makeup of life, the essence of living
Pleasure and pain; sorrow and delight
Hope, despair, wishes, and desire
Are only mine to decide.
I confess, and as peculiar as it sounds
Death is bliss, an inspiration,
It gives a true sense and direction
To my very life.
Death of Light
A spectacular, historic event
Was to happen in sky
It was a lifetime display
That’d affect our lives in every way.
The human race is far more advanced
To be concerned with such a change
Astrophysicists and scientists proclaim.
The long awaited night finally arrived
The masses were anxiously waiting
For sky to turn into stage
A free show, memorable event
They were lucky to witness this in their lifetime.
Millions of people rushed outside
To witness the exhibit in person.
When the night fell
Sky tarnished with thick clouds
Chatter hovered, hoping the unfortunate haze
Would not ruin their pleasant evening.
Suddenly,
A calm breeze caressed the scene
Swept the massive clouds
Before the dazzled eyes
The infinite stage was set on a dark backdrop
Cheerful spectators rose to their feet
Enthusiastic applause in a stupor
When the shiny crescent finally appeared
In the heavens before their eyes.
The sole performer of the night
Innocently coiled her dazzling torso
Like a timid young celibate given
To an intoxicated beast on her wedding night
The fragile virgin looked pale, aloof on spotlight
The light was shimmering through her sad eyes
The rowdy audience cheered the performer
The main attraction was about to start
The shimmery crescent silent on stage
Under the gaze of millions
Performed her last act, how captivating it was
When she quietly wept in solitude
Glittering tears fell from heaven
Shattered crystals of divine chandelier
Rained over the enchanted sky
A wisp of her tantalizing hair,
Sparkles of silver bulbs
Trickled down onto earth
She recited her elegy with twinkles of tear in her eyes
As she wept, her crescent torso shrunk thinner
Minutes later, when she fell apart,
Her radiant particles, glowing pieces, vanished in the dark.
When her elegance withered into a murky void
And the world plunged into abyss
The audience gave a standing ovation
For her grand finale in sky.
Then the masses of earth morphed
Into long, ominous shadows stretched to eternity.
The murmuring phantoms of the earth
Wickedly wiggled through the maze of their existence
To lurk in their dark dwellings
With a faded reminiscence of
The beauty and the light.
Dream
I am the interpretation of my dreams.
A shattered mirror of reverie
Fragmented fantasies
Disjointed thoughts glued by magic
To form days of my life.
That’s
What
How
And who I am
The personification of my dreams.
Nothing real will happen tomorrow
If it’s not in my dreams tonight
Or the nights I had before.
Nothing has ever been real
Had it not been present
In my dreams prior.
Life is a trance
An illusion on stage
I play an active role
In a theater of a sort
Reality is
I don’t see dreams
Dreams are seeing me.
End of Semester
I wander in a haze, lost in a bizarre trance
Found myself on a college campus to witness
Students are chatting, some in rush to class
All holding books in their hands
Everyone has a purpose, a reason to be around
Why am I here? I cannot understand
The eerie setting gives me the creeps,
Anxiety beyond belief
Suddenly, I realize I, too, am a student
Today is the end of the semester
Time for the final exam, yet
The textbook, I don’ have
The subject, I have no clue since
I’ve never been to class.
I ask others to show me the way
To where I take the final exam
Roam around the buildings to reach my class
Peer through the window inside the room
Students are all seated, and the test is in progress
Too late I must be! For what, however, I never grasp
My heart is pounding, thinking what to do
At the end of this charade
Anxiously, I nudge the door to
Wake up thinking why
Such a peculiar dream, I continuously have.
Essence of Life
Life is nothing but incoherent poetry
A murky dream inundated with enigma
A fragmented puzzle of countless bits
Crystals of darkness, elusive slivers of light
Bestowed upon us at birth
Not a choice of ours
We interrupt this dream numerous times
In the haze of awakening, we desperately strive
To piece together, to make sense of it all.
Alas,
When we have it all figured out
Suddenly we realize
None of the pieces have fallen where they belonged
Then we despise our awakening
Wish we’d never entered this farce.
Guns and consciousness
In memory of the victims of an elementary school massacre
What is wrong with us as a nation
Fallen in love with our guns?
Obsessed with an outdated right
“Of the people to bear arms”
Written two centuries ago
“A well regulated Militia to secure a free state.”
Is that why we worship guns?
When was the last time,
People deterred the tyranny of their government
Formed Militia with guns in their hands?
Are guns legal for hunting?
How many rounds of ammunition
Discharged from an automatic gun are needed
For a prancing deer to fall and die?
It’s not about security, liberty, or constitution
Violence as a vice is engrained in our psyche
Villains are praised, and mobs admired,
In vicious games and Hollywood crap,
Our Pup Culture is to blame.
Gun manufacturers are profiteers
Filmmakers and songwriters, too
Politicians all have strings attached.
Complicit in gun-related crimes.
How come no one in corporate media
Dares to rise above the fray
Ask the hard question
Why so much bloodshed in the name of freedom?
The morality of a nation is on the verge of collapse.
Add to this shenanigan a broken mental health
Scarce budget for a badly needed care
A large population is ignored every day.
Dystopia is in the making, the stage is set
For a young anti-hero, a Joker of the sort
Demented villain and fully armed
A lethal blend of delusion and bullets
Snaps into action to take charge.
And in a matter of minutes
Tragedy is in sight, carnage everywhere.
The blood of children stains on our conscience
Fallen angels wallowed in vain.
Happiness
I know happiness exists
I felt it in the nap I took
On my aunt Zari’s lap
I savored it in the curry stew
It was in the white velvet of the first snow I ever saw
And in the darkness of Van Gogh’s Starry Night.
I know happiness exists
I heard it in the ring of a phone call from one I love
And I cuddled it in the last drowsy moments before I fell asleep.
It flashes in my mind for a second or two
So I sense its presence
It’s buried in the rocky shore of my childhood
The turbulent sea of my youth
I know it’s there
So real in memories
I can almost touch it.
Heroes
Heroes are bones in our conscious graves,
Perished in prisons, exiled in solitude.
And there’re traitors, imperfect idols, damaged goods
Who failed to live up to our ethical code.
Heroes are free, they don’t cost any
So it’s good to have a few,
To use as we please.
Like the sardines, cream cheese,
And ketchup when we eat.
Next to bandage, cough syrup
Aspirin pills for quick relief.
They don’t take up space
Shuffled in a pile of vintage photos,
Lost in the lines of our unread books.
At the age of injustice,
The pivotal moment when
We’re bound to alter our fate,
Sluggish we are to make a move.
Yet, our devious minds
Always tell us what to do,
We callously play ignorant,
Sit silent in the comfort of our zone,
Relegate the burden to heroes, our gullible fools.
We may applaud the valor of our courageous dolls,
Years later, of course, after they die.
When it’s safe and convenient,
We commemorate their sacrifice,
In a chic gesture after a sip of wine.
It’s a shame, the deceptive game we play,
An infamy, to embrace such farce,
Molesting our heroes just to get by in life.
I drown
On a stormy night, I drown
Colors mean nothing in the dark
The only dimension I fathom is depth
In an abyss, I’m intertwined
Foamy mouth is bitter
Hands surrender to life
Feet stand on nothing
Eyes are void cavities
Cold wind is hissing
Heart bleeds
A mirage I see, an illusion
Bits and pieces of hope are floating afar.
I Will Become Rain
When the wind blows
Scatters my ashes;
Then
Particles of my being
Rise to sky
Sigh and blue unite
When birds take my wishes
To dark clouds
Heaven cries
And
A drop of sigh
Locked in a crystal of light
Will gently fall
That’s how destiny
Once again
Sows me deep in the ground.
From the sigh one day
Hope germinates
As green as spring
As pure as water
And as innocent as daylight.
Inferno
Inferno
How I reached the sky?
I don’t know
Why?
An impulse perhaps, to share the joy
As I gazed into heaven
When the clouds painted the canvas
White on deepest blue
I opened my arms
Threw my hands in the air
And
Splashed an invisible fluid into sky
As the saints do
To bless the sinners.
And soon,
Sky became ill
Blue turned gray
White became dark
The vicious brush of wind
Painted a hunting image
Before my eyes.
The lightning occurred
Storms separate positive and negative charge
Amongst innocent clouds
The air heated hotter than the sun
And it came, the ravaging thunder
To ignite it all
The huge clouds exploded
An enormous mushroom
Of fire filled the sky.
The dark wind blew
Blazing clouds collided
They all exploded in symphony
A harmonic devastation
The heaven was on fire.
Then the rain came
My desperate hope
To quench the thirst
Of hatred and despair
To calm the air
Yet, from the blazing clouds
Huge columns of fire
Welded heaven to earth
Tragedy everywhere.
I started it all
A cardinal sin I’ve committed
The rare moment of joy
When I shared my delight.
I am burning with desire
To tell my side
Alas,
Who can ever believe my tale?
With whom can I ever share my pain?
Who can ever be impartial at my trial?
And
What punishment can ever fit my crime?
My Beloved!
What are you?
Perhaps,
The distant memories of a rowdy child.
The Goosebumps in the cold dark cinema with a frosty Pepsi in hand.
Perhaps,
The garlic flavor of bologna sandwich, the orange color of Fanta
Or the salty flavor of doogh*.
You’re the burning sensation, the sting of punishment
In the palms of my hands.
The painful strikes of the merciless flog
For my sloppy homework or being late to school.
You’re every word I misspelled when I was dictated to.
You’re the sweet steam of the baked beets on the street vendor’s cart.
You’re the stripes of the plastic balls I kicked as a child.
You’re dark and gooey as melted tar
Stuck to the sole of my bare feet in the summer heat of Ahvaz.
You’re the brawls I had with friends on school breaks.
My sore throat, my doctor excuse.
You are my ruthless teachers in third grade and fourth.
Slap in the face,
The excruciating pain of a pencil squeezed between my fingers.
You’re my first day of spring, the New Year’s joy
Aroma of roasted nuts, the haft seen*, the hyacinth
The crisp bill, the money my father gave to everyone
The New Year’s break, thirteen days of happiness
You’re as scarlet as poppies,
Blanketing the meadows in the spring of our town.
You’re the scent of bread
My aunt baked every Friday
On the roof of her house.
Oh! and I dodged your wrath
Every time my angry mother threw
A shoe, orange peel, or a spatula at me
Now that I think of it, that spatula, I didn’t dodge
On that autumn afternoon,
The spatula hit me right in the forehead.
And I cherished your mercy,
Your kindness and compassion
In the lap of my favorite aunt after every punishment.
And I enjoyed your loans from Aunt Zari’s petty cash,
The coins I borrowed, the ones I never repaid.
You’re my feverish youth, one stolen kiss
I swear to God, only one from my first love
That forbidden peck at the age of fourteen!
The mischievous innocence and the scandalous affair
The long family feud that came afterward.
You’re in the books I read in solitude
The new horizon I saw, the Illicit ideas, contraband thoughts
The taboo of your life, and certainly mine,
Was freedom for all.
Then came the turmoil, the revolution,
The decisive moments of both of us
A rush in my veins, an ideal to make a dream come true
I was there with millions in the streets,
In the heat of upheaval, in the Labyrinth of Tehran.
We made the change; of course, we did
Yet,
When the fever quenched and the dust settled
Hopes dashed, fear, despair, sorrow remained,
Only terror was left behind.
Then it came the time to leave you behind as I had to survive
Surely you understand why.
To live in a foreign land, hoping that one day,
I would call it home
Long years passed, and that day never came along.
My Beloved!
You’re an enigma, a tall shadow
An innocent angel born in the limbo of my hazy dreams.
I’m intoxicated by an exotic mélange of sentiments
Some I don’t comprehend
Some I don’t dare to share
Some I never had before
And some I may never have again.
· Doogh is a Persian yogurt drink
· Haft Seen is a traditional Persian New Year (Nowruz) celebration display
Nuisance Hope
In the winter of my garden
The luscious green is dormant,
The yard is inundated with weeds
Only a few blown dandelions may be seen on the ground
Four silent raindrops in a row on a slender leaf of a crabgrass
morphing into the crystals of ice before my bewildered eyes.
I cry, and my tear falls right between the frozen bulbs.
My fallen tear shivering in the breeze
became a heavy burden on the frail, slender grass.
I moan in sorrow, but my hazy sigh turns into morning dew
One more frozen marble added to the fragile weed.
The wildflower finally breaks
We all fall, shatter on the ground.
My only hope is that if the warm spring finally arrives
My sigh blended in with the tear
Germinates the nuisance weed once again in the coming year.
Rogue Imagination
Before writing the first word, the pen leaked
Ink spilled, smeared the leaf, and moments later
The page was ravaged by
A capricious trance before my dazzled eyes
Feral dreams, words not yet spoken,
Ethereal shadows transpired.
Enemies clashed in a silent chaos.
When random dark specks bizarrely morphed
Characters were born, a dark mélange of fantasy
Rhythmic pleasure of awe, an eerie verse came to life.
A text, a passage
Riddled with daring questions,
Fake quotations, a myriad of exclamation marks!
None ever made sense to me,
Neither the haunting images
Nor the overwhelming thoughts.
Soldier
In the name of God, in defense of motherland,
For the cause of liberty or the purity of race
I’ve shed so much blood in the history of mankind
And died millions of times as a result
I know thousands of ways to kill and one way to die
I don’t make decisions since
In the army, questioning is not advised.
Wars have evolved,
They look humane and more appealing now.
I hardly ever see death and destruction with my own eyes.
Pushing a button from above, destruction of enemy below
I Perish thousands of lives, reduce towns to rubbles in a blink of an eye.
It’s a game, I’ve been told.
And the losers are always soldiers,
Comrades are blown into pieces, limbs on the ground.
If I return home alive,
I’m told to reset my mind and carry on as usual,
Forget all I had done until the next war comes along.
If nothing seems normal anymore,
If I’m haunted by nightmares
Act erratic, emotionally disturbed,
Or have an itch to kill everyone,
Then my condition is called:
PTSD, Post-traumatic Stress Disorder
“Not to worry”, doctors say:
“These are common syndromes among veterans of foreign wars.
More popular than Syphilis and Gonorrhea combined.
The good news is that therapy and medications are available now.”
As a soldier, I’m always on the right side of history
In the lower corner of the page, in the margin,
I’m remembered as unknown.
As a patriot and a warrior,
I only execute orders because I am a soldier.
My head is precious only when it’s lost.
Solitude
In the climax of ecstasy, my resin was poured,
Destiny of a sort, the cast was deformed.
In the center of a circle, I feel outside
Well defined I seem,
In the frame I pose, so misfit I am,
The image is distorted.
I look, and what I see is weird,
My vision is at odds with norms,
Unorthodox, eccentric it appears.
I voice my mind, yet
The words I utter,
Are peculiar to everyone I know.
The way I see, how I perceive, my feelings and thoughts
Anything I do and whatever I say
It’s bizarre, uncommon, and naturally wrong.
This is the essence of loneliness
True meaning of solitude!
Standing on One Foot
One day, as I was standing on one foot
In the back corner of the room
Being punished for causing commotion in the class,
The superintendent knocked on the door,
Stuck his bald head inside
And called my name out loud.
Students turned their heads wondering
What other rules had I violated this time?
The teacher relinquished my sentence knowing
A harsher retribution was to come about.
I schlepped to the principal’s office
Not having a clue what was going on,
To me, it was always a bad omen
When authorities were involved.
As I walked into the office, I noticed,
It was packed with teachers, staff, and parents sitting around
Stunned to see my father in the middle
Chatting with the principal of mine.
The room suddenly plunged into silence
Everyone gazed at me like an exotic animal.
Nervously, I stared at my shoes
And listened to the teachers’ dismay with my grades
My lack of respect for the rules,
Was reported to my father by the principal.
As he went through a long list of misconducts in class and the yard,
Referred to low grades in math, reading, history, and art,
My father nodded in agreement,
Approved every charge and added
“I fully support your reprimands, whatever they might be
To teach a lesson to this mischief, I don’t mind.”
He then pointed his index finger
At his son and declared,
“Everyone! Please look at his attire,
His long dirty nails, messed up hair, and filthy shoes.
Is this how a decent pupil goes to school?
You don’t believe, sir how many times,
His mother and I tell him right from wrong.
We simply cannot control him at home anymore.
You have my blessing to do what it takes
To discipline this rowdy child of mine.”
Chewing my fingernails, head dropped down,
I was wondering how guilty I was.
My damn sense of humor, the witty observations,
The sarcastic comments I made in class,
The roots of all my problems,
I learned from my father and no one else.
In all family gatherings, he cheered my antics every time.
My hyperactivity, lack of patience,
And the disregard I had for order and laws
I inherited from my mother’s side;
My grandpa was an anarchist, for crying out loud.
Now that the traits of my parents,
Engrained in my genes, passed onto me,
Went haywire, and I was out of control,
Fingers were all pointed at me to take the blame
As if I was an alien born out of this world.
At the exact moment of weakness,
The most vulnerable and lowest point in my life,
My flesh and blood, my father,
Disowned me in public and was not on my side.
The Old Picture
Where was I? I asked every time I gazed at the shades of gray
On the vintage photo of my brother and pregnant Mom.
The gloomy faces etched on the paper made me wonder.
“You were there, outside the frame,” my sister told me once
For so many years, I examined the lines on the grim faces, frozen in time
Searched for a truth, if there was one.
The posers both stood by a room I remembered well
Locked their views to a point off the frame
Where my sister said I was at that precise moment.
The room was black, the doorway blocked by mother’s belly
So, where was I exactly? I wondered all my life
Was this the summer midday when I jumped in the water basin
Hit my chin hard on the faucet.
Is this the echo of my agony?
My shivering body, my injured face on my mother’s gaze
Seized on the paper a short distance away
A silent moment, a dreadful calm in the presence of pain.
Are they wondering why I was always in trouble?
Is this seconds before my father was called to take me to a doctor
Or seconds after the punishment for adding blood to water?
I was obsessed with a torment fading in a crooked frame,
Next to me, locked outside.
One day, as I touched the image
Twirled my finger on an old wound on the dull surface,
As I had done time and again to see the source of despair
The dust cleared, and the tarnish vanished,
The reflection of a man appeared
画像では指を回している
必死の試みで
遠い過去から彼の未来を見ること。
ヴィンセントとフランツ
ヴィンセントとフランツは私が子供の頃に近所に住んでいた
それぞれ角の家に住んでいた
袋小路の先、肉眼では見えないところにあります。
この近所はどこにあったのか？と尋ねる人もいる。
私がどこで生まれたかを知っている人たちは、私の言うことを一言も信じません。
イランには外国人は一人もいないのに、あなたの町には2人もいないのです。
ヴィンセントはアナの弟だった、と説明すると、
モスクの隣に住んでいた敬虔な家族の末息子。
感動したコケティッシュな少女アナ
敬虔な信者や既婚男性からも
そんな話を私が考え出す理由はありません。
誰が背後にいたと思いますか
ハジ・モラドのスキャンダラスな事件
バザールの立派な絨毯商人？
アナ！
アナの父イブラヒムはなぜ
夜寝ている間に喉を切った？
私はこの物語を直接知っています、
ヴィンセントはその犯罪を描いた。
血の流れが彼女の枕を濡らした。
彼女の若いチェック柄のスカートを汚した
彼女が最も愛していた人形を台無しにしてしまった。
ヴィンセントは全く口数が少なく
控えめな性格だが、時には好戦的になる
しかし、彼は細部まで捉えることができた
彼の歪んだ心に刻まれたあらゆる幻影。
フランツは家政婦と裁判官の私生児だった
彼はかつて私にこう言った
母親を売春婦と呼ぶことを決してためらわない。
フランツは自己満足に関する豊富な知識を持っていた
ヴィンセントと私に教えてくれたのは彼でした
心を磨くことで喜びを高める方法。
無邪気な言葉を優雅に虐待する方法の専門家、
処女の肉体に触れることなく彼女を汚すこと。
私たちが住んでいた袋小路は
長くて灰色だった、
汚物と欺瞞に満ち溢れた
雨でも洗い流せなかった。
歪んだ家々が互いに寄りかかっている、
高く建てられた不定形の壁
絶望で歪んだ扉、
アイロンをかけた窓が光を歪めている。
そして私はその香りを決して忘れない。
キッチンの神秘的な香り
私は彼らの母親の料理を味わうことに憧れていた。
しかし、ルールは明確でした。私は彼らの家に足を踏み入れてはいけないのです
近所の誰もが知っていたように
ヴィンセントは狂人であり、フランツはユダヤ人でした。
幼少期の唯一の友達
私が仲良くしていた人たちは、
誰の証言でも、二人は精神を病んだ人物だった。
私たちは邪悪さ、歪んだ喜びを共有した
星が輝く夜に何時間もよろめきながら歩いていたとき。
さまよう幽霊、それが私達のすべてだった
幻想のベルベットを撫でながら、
人生の霧の中で迷った。
私が愛したもの
まず、サワーチェリーに恋をしました
すると隣の女の子が
後は、愛か読書か、
本、自由、そして正義。
今のところどれもうまくいっていません
一度チェリーで窒息したことがある
その女の子の父親は私を殴りつけた
読書は違法だった
私はブラックリストに載って逃亡中だった
正義は私に迫った
長い間刑務所に収監された。
そして今、
さくらんぼ、愛、そして自由
苦味だけを残す、
私の口の中にある味。
奇妙な物語
最初から最後までよく構成された物語
物語のあらゆる要素が存在する
ああ、
始まりは時期尚早
そこにあるべきではない場所
ストーリーは曖昧さばかりで、
想像の中の現実
登場人物は皆影で、
言葉が歪んで
すべて架空の出来事です
この幻想的な物語全体
信じられるのは
ワイヤードな夢が展開します。
スペクター
ファンタジーの路地を歩き回ると、
欲望の迷路に突入し、
気まぐれの楽園
気まぐれの赤みがかった色に消え去るとき
深淵に沈んだ
夢のベルベットの中で生き残ることがより白くなるとき
私は何て無人なのか、何て自由なのか
この特権は悪徳か美徳か？
私は疑問に思う
至福のエクスタシー、それだけです。
埋蔵された宝物
何千年も埋もれていた
魂の構造
人間の集団的良心
確かに、さまよう魂は生きている
それが私の夢に押しつぶされたとき、
火をつけて、
視覚、感覚、香り、あるいはメロディー
過去ではなく思い出を呼び起こす、
実際のところ、未来の
それはエキゾチックなメランジュです
私が時々抱くビジョン
私が熱心に書き記したものの核心。
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